the world as I know it. or is it the dream?

part 1: form 7am to 10-11-12pm.
it is commonly known as the real world. but this is just a theory.

part 2: from 10-11-12pm to 7am.
it is known as the sleeping part of the day. but what words have to do with the reality?

and so I have to separate words in which I live.
or perhaps two separate dreams.

most of the time the majority of happiness lies in one of the life-dream. while the other is full of shit and stupidity.
and i consider myself lucky for this because during 24 hours I rarely have two nightmares although I almost never have two sweet dreams in a road.

I am wondering what will happen when I will not be able to distinguish the life from the dream (as the rest of the world understands it).
I'll be happier of just I won't care?

amestecate

cand ai un feeling ca lucrurile pot merge prost, atunci sigur vor merge catastrofal.
asa au mers astazi.
asa au mers, de altfel, toata saptamana.
combinatie intre isteria telefoanelor, prostia oamenilor, busituri tehnice, background trist, atitudini de superioritate si ironii.

am primit lovituri din toate partile si am lovit si eu in cine am putut.
si am lovit prea gratuit.
imi cer scuze pentru asta.

dimineata voiam sa sparg tot ce imi iesea in cale.
voiam sa lovesc oamenii de pe strada si sa urlu.
nu mi se parea prea ciudata atitudinea unui om care incepe sa impuste in stanga si in dreapta.
dimineata am urat tot ce puteam uri.
incepand cu mine.

dupa care am facut-o de oaie cu un client.
clientul de care ma temeam.
am dres-o partial pe parcurs.
oricum lucrurile au mers mult prea prost ca sa ma iluzionez.

dar astazi este vineri si vreau sa nu imi mai pese.
prefer sa uit.
prefer sa fac altceva.
cum ar fi sa ma cufund in flickr.

genial flickr-ul.
my personal best second life.